Somewhere in the middle of being a single mom, you decided to try and be a girlfriend, too. It seemed harmless at first. Fueled by the early days of thrill and oxytocin, you found a way to add another human to your already full platter. Those early days of relationship can fill so many needs single moms have. Time to be a woman, time to drink wine, time to practice naked yoga. These are serious needs.
And they're so fun to fulfill.
But if you're anything like the rest of us, those carefree days of sweet whimsy all-too-often melt into the mess that is real life. You bend and stretch and work overtime to be both mama and girlfriend, playmate and partner. And suddenly, you crack. Adding a partner to your life can add pressure. It's okay to feel this way.
But when does that feeling mean "be patient," and when does that feeling mean "run like hell"? Single mom guru, Julie K. Because not everyone knows how to break up with someone. A relationship should add something to your life. It's okay to think of it like a math equation.
There are costs and benefits, and the benefits should be greater. If you feel as if your relationship is just one more demand on your time or money complicating your already hectic life, it's okay to say bye. If you've introduced the kids to your new partnerwhat do they think? They don't necessarily have to love them. They don't necessarily need to be loved back. But everyone should be trying to get along. If your relationship is having a noticeable and consistent negative impact on your children or your relationship with themit may be time to get your family ducks in a row before inviting in another rooster.
If your partner is willing to roll up their sleeves and help out, you may have found a good partner. Perhaps you don't need physical help but crave emotional attention, friendship, and a sounding board. Is your relationship caring for you in some way? Or are you playing caretaker to one more human? Is your partner rockin' unrealistic expectations?
Single motherhood requires tremendous support, strength, and flexibility. If he is overly black-and-white, can't sit in the grayness of life, or if he requires perfection, predictability, or clean socks, it may be time to let him dream that dream without you. Is your partner highly critical of your kids?
That means he's constantly calling you to the battlefield. Ditch the warlord and find a better fit for co-kid-ing.
You may not "need a daddy" for your children, but you still don't deserve a drama queen picking cat fights and waiting for you to clean up the mess. Having a partner who can work through problems with your kids is a crucial skill.
2. what do my children think?
If he doesn't get it and he isn't actively willing to work on improving, it might be time to nix it. Is your partner capable of letting you be both girlfriend and mommy? Does he make your kids part of your relationship or does he sulk and sit in the corner until bedtime? Any partner willing to watch you pull the entire load will always be willing to sit back and stare.
If he's not actively making your kids comfy, lending happiness to your home, or helping you with parenting duties, he's showing you just what life will always be like with him.
1. is it making my life easier?
Remember: even happily married couples can disagree with childcare and parenting. And even you get exhausted by your kids sometimes. Open the conversation, discuss your hopes and expectations, see if you can collaborate. This can start to set the tone for the rest of your relationship and can help you see if you're going into this relationship with a partner.
Everyone has different expectations for a relationship.
But most single moms have the same basic relationship need: evolved humanness. This is not a gig for the self-centered, self-involved, or selfish. It's most certainly not a good fit if your guy gets jealous of your time, your ex, or your children.
You should never have to choose a relationship over the responsibilities you've chosen to meet.
He didn’t just leave me, he left my kids too.
If your partner demands to be the center of your life, it's time to remind him just how big and wonderful your life is, especially without someone so small in it. Is he in it for the long haul or just having fun? For a relationship to work you have to be on the same.
If you're with a guy who's downright selfish about his money, his time, or your time and money, it's not worth it. Selfishness has no space in a single mom relationship.
Don't waste another penny on the miser, and embrace the abundance to be found when you're unattached. No matter how you feel about "love ever after," it's wise to enter relationships with intention. Whether you want wedding bells or not, if a partner makes waves in your world — and in the world of your children, wedding bells can sound more like clanging — are those waves moving you toward a more peaceful, positive shore, or are they stranding you somewhere you don't really want to be?
Settle into the things that will certainly be here tomorrow: you, your kids, and that pile of dishes. And they say nothing lasts forever. Unomum is the space to explore the many million issues of single motherhood, but it's also for all the ladies — women stuck in bad marriages, unfulfilled bro wishing for divorce, and happily coupled former single moms with a shit-ton of wisdom to share.
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